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Friday, December 18, 2009
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND: SOOLEE Z'GREAT! BWAHAHAHAHA!~ =P LOL. ][][][][][ Went out with HONEYY today(= Watched New Moon @ GV Tiong Bahru... First time there in like, 10 years?? o.o I would give the movie 3.5*... No particular scene that makes me go WHOAR... None of the soundtracks attract my attention either. Unlike 'Supermassive Blackhole' in Twilight... So yea. ][][][][][ Had a pleasant time chit-chatting with my HONEYY @ Donut Factory (or sth. can't rmbr th name. =.=). Holiday flings are the 'in' thing yarrr? hahax. Reminded me of Mr. Cameraman from 2006 Hong Kong trip. Haiz. ): ][][][][][ I wanna go I wanna go I wanna go KOREAAAAA! D= ][][][][][ Oh well. I'll just wait for my SS501 oppas to hold the Persona Concert in this FINE country of mine. >< SHALL DRAG SOMEONE BY HOOK OR BY CROOK. Any volunteers? *sweet smile and killer aegyo* LOLZ. ][][][][][ Isn't it scary how time flies? I mean, seriously. I honestly think the world is ending. (not the 2012 platypushitzxzxz thang) And time is compressed. Literally. Like, we still have 24hrs, but instead of one full hour, it is actually compressed to like, say, 45min? It's just that we can't really see it, only feel the 'long-term' effect. Reminds me of Lenka's 'The Show'. >< ][][][][][][ I'm falling in love with another batch of ADORKABLES. Yes, Korean. U-KISS FTW!! :D  My fav 3 of the 7-man band: KIBUM (top) - Simply because he's SS501's Hyung Jun's brother and it never fails to amaze me how similar their looks and VOICE are. ALEXANDER (2nd from right, top) - THIS GUY SPEAKS 7 FREAKING LANGUAGES. 'nuff said. *bows* KEVIN (2nd from right, bottom) - His voice...seriously...melts me...*faints* *regains conscious* It's just so...gentle(?) soft(??) SWEET! *faints again* =.= In other words, if he were to whisper in my ear, I would peeinmypants and droollikeadog. seriously. Rightss...enough spazzing. Or I'll drive away my loyal readers. HAH. ][][][][][ I want a white-and-apple-green bedroom for my 18th birthday, tyvm. 501%❤, Sulyy Thursday, November 19, 2009 I know someone who looks like a cross between Andy Lee from Shinhwa and Kim Hyung Joon from SS501. omggg. I just have to write this coz' I can't get over it. omggg. o.O Cheers❤ p.s. I feel like a stalker, once again. >.< Thursday, November 12, 2009 I have to sort out my feelings. A lot is going on in my life, and I finally resort to my usual method of de-stressing - crying in the toilet. I takes a hell lot of determination not to burst into tears in the middle of the street as I walk home in the rain. As I'm typing now, a towel draped over my shoulder, hair wet and tangled, I'm struggling to come up with words to express my feelings. Not a good thing for a 'creative writing' student. Huh. You know, sometimes you feel that you have a close friend whom you can share your tears and laughter with? But when you're actually in need of someone, that person comes to mind but you can never pick up the phone to call the person? Why is that so? To me, I would feel that I would only burden the person with the depressing situation I'm in. Or I would think that the person doesn't actually care. How does that affect the relationship between the two? I don't know. It's been a while since I've heard from you... This actually helps...my tears are drying, my sniffing has ceased... Now, moving on... I'm constantly having illusions about ~ And I have to consciously tell myself, "C'mon Suly...get a grip." It doesn't take a lot for me to feel all blue, neither is it hard to make me smile. eughh...I'm losing my words again... I can't think of the word I had in my mind a few seconds ago... Why is everything slipping away from me...? fuck. That's the only word left in my mind right now. I just have to move on...CA assignments are piling and feeling bitter certainly doesn't help. Convenience. That is the word I was looking for... Ok, this post is totally pointless but I'm gonna post it anyway. "Sorry for wasting your time". Tuesday, November 3, 2009 Omo omo omo omo omo omo omo ! ! =DDDDD Was JUMPING FOR JOYYY when I saw my mum holding a brown package when she got home. GAHHHHH. XD Finally got my SS501 Rebirth Album (Special Edition) ! :D S$30 only lahhh. @ HMV that day I saw it was around S$55 I think. Online order about S$42.02. I got a 'special' price all thanks to Ms. Mi Young (mum's friend from Korea office who ordered online --> domestic shipping free mah...) and Mr. Ronald Rocher (for helping to deliver the package to Sing office). Kamsahamnidaaaaa! ;D & today is Prince Young Saengie's bdaeeeeee! So... Saengil chuka hamnida ~ Saengil chuka hamnida ~ SARANGHAEYO Yeong Saeng oppa ~ Saengil chuka hamnidaaaaa!! ~ *woots* wakakaka. The Album (special package comes with 2 posters & a photodiary)    Young Saeng oppa birthday boy!~  Bonus picture: Hyun Joong leader & his 4D-ness. His 'true form'. LOL  The Group! Jung MAL (far left) looks so cute here. ;P  Annyong!! Cheers❤ Imma Green Pea Princess! =P Sunday, November 1, 2009 So far have walked home thrice this week. Gonna walk everyday as much as possible. 'Walked' for 12 hours yesterday. 9am-9pm. From Orchard to all 3 Tampines Malls and finally West Coast Plaza. @.@ Lovin' my new O.D.M Pixel Square in Silver (see below), M.E.L red handbag and strawberry bracelet. My 2nd O.D.M item. O.D.M rocks luhh.  Cheers❤ Tuesday, October 27, 2009 Today was the first time I walked home from school. I've been wanting to do so for months, but only now I finally stop making excuses to myself and putting my words into action. It was quite a pleasant walk. The weather's on my side, sunny and breezy. The trees, green fields, education institutions, a 1001 vehicles zooming along the road were some scenes that accompanied me on my journey home on foot. Thanks to my trusty iPod touch, I could track the duration with the stopwatch, and have my favourite SS501 tunes ringing in my ears. Listened to 6 out of 8 songs in my On-The-Go playlist. 'On-The-Go' is right. ;P Took only 23:31.1 min. Last but not least, tyvm to my FitFlops for giving me the motivation to start walking. Every step counts, and I'm glad I'm counting it with you. (: Cheers❤ Sulyy Tuesday, October 13, 2009 OMG FREAKINGG CUTEEEE!!~  Thanks to JSM/LS for 'helping' me find the link(: WAKAKAKAKAKA =DDD KIM HYUN JOONG/4D/LEADER/GAE(DOG)/ManInWhite FIGHTINGGG ~ ! ~ ! +D GuJunPyo/LeeMinHo  Too bad the heart looks more like an apple. LOL LG Crystal Promoter  Aww...Bummie has a picture of me in his diary...hehe :P  KimJoon/WooBin/Mr. Bean look-a-like  kyo-ness. dangg i'm crazy. >< ((updated)) Just got back from an hour of retail therapy (cures colds too ^^) at West Coast Plaza. Before that went to West Coast Community Centre to apply for SingPass. Took less than 10min. Bought  and  amongst a bunch of other stuff... Managed to be left with only a few coins when I got home. =.= Now enjoying  while blogging... Gotta cook dinner later. Cheers❤ Monday, October 5, 2009 the previous post supposed to be published weeks ago. or rather, last week. but it seems like such a long time ago. oh well. sorry if i've been MIA for so long. am now at my aunt's place at Bukit Panjang for another week of getaway. been immersing myself into the korean wave. KimHyunJoong, SS501, BoysOverFlowers, WeGotMarried, badabee badaboo. 'nuff said. hmm. recently, i've had nothing better to do than talking to a stranger. won't be surprised if the cops show up at my doorstep one day. :/ school's starting soon. feeling ambivalent about it. A meeting like glass. It's hard, and it breaks (hearts) easily. Some are shiny, others...are just fogged up and we can't even see. It allows only some light (truth) to pass through. Can't wait for the next one to come in. Holding on to my trusty LG Crystal. Cheers❤ 50th Post!~ This is the most and in the shortest time (6 mths) so far compared to my previous blogs... The one before (http://veryretardedidiot.blogspot.com/) only had 55 posts over 3 years...gawsh. =.= Been a pleasant week! ^_^ wakaka ;D Pix Galore ;) to give you an idea of the recent happenings in my life... LG (=                have a lot more but HECK. Cheers❤ Saturday, September 12, 2009 Have finally finished watching all 25 episodes of BOF + 4 bonus music drama videos @ 3.05am. Took me only 5 days. Haiz. No more Secret Life, no more Boys Over Flowers. My life feels so empty right now. omg how pathetic can I be? suckxzxzxzxz. ): Waiting eagerly for Gossip Girl! ^_^ Cheers❤ Wednesday, September 9, 2009 homg. I stayed up all night watching BOF. Hope I don't fall asleep while tutoring tomorrow. I mean, later. gawsh~ Cheers❤ Tuesday, September 8, 2009 Serves me right for being so bitter. Yet another change of plans. Supposed to teach my cuzzies today. But I: 1) Woke up late 2) Got diarrhea 3) Aunt postponed tuition till tomorrow. Haiz. Oh well. I shall amend my plans and hope everything works out in the end. Sorry for any inconvenience caused to anyone concerned. On a happier note... With all the Secret Life, Gossip Girl and Boys Over Flowers to watch, Life's gonna be pretty packed online. ^_^ ((updated)) OMG! OMG! Every cloud DOES have a It suddenly dawned on me why it turned out this way. Thank god for that. [: Cheers❤ p.s. oh mannnnnn...I just realised that this week's episode of 'Secret Life' is the mid-season finale. Next epi airing next January. wthhhh I can't wait that longgg. D= freakk~ Monday, September 7, 2009 hmm. "'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life." Today had been a pleasant day. The evening took a downturn. Haneesah, a secondary schoolmate of mine, came over to my house. It's been months since we last met. It was her second time at my house. The first was the last day of my O-level paper last year... She's taking it this year. We didn't do anything much... Just general catching-up on each other's lives. She introduced me a webbie where I can download songs. It reminded of the time when Shafinah introduced me Limewire, a couple of years back. Honeystar also got me hooked on Boys Over Flowers. Heard a lot about it before, but didn't really get around to watching it. This reminded me of the time when my cousin, Shareena, got me addicted on Nodame Cantabile. The lead actress of the two shows look very similar. We pretty much chill around... Reminiscing the past, while hoping the best for the future. She left me a gift before she went home. It was an artistic handmade frame, using the picture we took during Speech Day last year. The same picture I put as her contact picture in my phone. An advanced birthday present. I was immensely happy and grateful but deep down inside, I also felt bad. I had forgotten her birthday. I'm hopeless at remembering the dates. & I know that I have disappointed some people, due to my lack of...(whatever word that fits). Last Saturday, while having my hair done at the salon, I was browsing through a magazine when I chanced upon a small article at the bottom right-hand corner of the left page. (omg I sound like Michelle. From SP.) Yea. It was about friendship. It was then, that I decided to change my plans for the following week (this week, that is). I was supposed to stay over at my aunt's place for another week. Instead, I made plans to meet up with my friends. Some worked out, some didn't. Can't blame them. They have exams. Or other friends. Or just other plans. I'm just glad that today turned out well. Will be tutoring my two cousins tomorrow. Can't wait to play Snap with Sofyann and Sofea during the break. And playing with little Sophie. Have I bored you to death? Sorry. No, actually I'm not sorry. Whatever. I'm ramblin' now. Oh, SohHweeChin, DarylSoh & GeorgiaHo joined photography. Welcome to the Club(: I wonder how FangFang's doing... nvm. Looking forward to the rest of the week. Cheers❤ Oh wait. As to why my evening's been a tad bad? Well, I think I made my mum cry. :S Sunday, September 6, 2009 Went out from 0930-2230 yesterday. Orchard -> Plaza Singapura -> Rendezvous Hotel -> Raffles City Walked the whole way! :O :D =.= First to Jo's place, where I did 'soft' rebonding. 3 hours there. Then to Catherine's. Mum collected her Lancome stuff. After which, we headed across to Orchard Central with one thing in mind: Ride all the way up the super outdoor escalator. It was okay. Went to Plaza Singapura afterwards. Fortunately the weather wasn't so hot. So can tahan. lol. Bought birthday gifts for all my beloved fellow September babies. I only bought myself 2 Aussino bath sheets in Daffodil-yellow and Mulberry-purple and a matching-necklace-and-bracelet set from Marks&Spencer for Raya. Left the place at 6 and head down to Rendezvous Hotel for our Ramadhan Buffet. & omg I met Cikgu Murad! My malay teacher-advisor-comedian-'grandfather' from my previous secondary school. Finally I get to match faces with all the names he mentioned during his lessons. Hah! Dinner itself wasn't great. :/ The $32 wasn't worth it for my part cause' I only had one course(?). On to Raffles City. By then I'm like totally tired from walking. Only the thought of 'Fried Mars Bars' from Chippy kept me going. heez~ Some shops were already closing. Stepped inside Dorothy Perkins to have a looksie. Less than 5min later the announcement came on for us to leave. vth =.= Head down to basement where we bought Burger King for our pre-dawn meal and my much-awaited FriedMarsBars from Chippy. yumm~ Yea so that's how my Saturday flew past. Cheers❤ p.s. My blogger's posting template is still screwed. Sorry I don't have pictures or fancy fonts. >< p.p.s. Eyeing a black Levi's backpack. Gonna get it before school reopens 6 weeks later. ^^ Sunday, August 16, 2009 If handphones have feelings they'll probably hate me. :/ Got my LG Crystal yesterday(150809'). It was only 6 months(070209') since I got my LG KS360, and only 2 months(160609') since I got my LG Viewty (which I didn't use at all and am now selling it to my aunt). I feel bad for two reasons. 1) I immediately chuck my KS360 aside to make way for my Crystal. 2) I have not even used my Viewty and already selling it. owell. I'm glad they don't have feelings... Cheers❤ Wednesday, August 5, 2009 It's been a year since my paternal grandmother passed... I still remember that day. The day started out as always... I was in the usual hurry to go to school. Said goodbye to her, was about to leave her room, turned back at gave her a kiss on the cheek. I'm glad I did. During recess when 2 of my best buddies in school said "Hey, isn't that your mother?", I knew something was wrong. In fact, I saw it coming, all along. My grandmother hasn't been feeling well the past week. Her health was rapidly deteriorating. It was only a matter of time. Things were not always good between the two of us. Nevertheless, she was the one who had taken care of me when my parents are working. There were bitter moments and sweet memories as well. She had been with me all my life. I miss you, we all do. Today, going home from school, I chanced upon my neighbour in the lift. A chinese lady. She said, "It has been a year since your grandmother passed, hasn't it?" I just smiled and nodded. It's nice to know that even an 'outsider' remembers it. But then again, "neighbours are your closest relatives". (: My paternal grandfather still lives with me. I should always treasure the time spent with him. Because some people are not as fortunate as I am. (= Love Always, Lily. Tuesday, July 21, 2009 DAMNNIT. I WANT AN LG GD900 CRYSTAL NOW. AND I HAVE NOT EVEN USED MY VIEWTY. ARGHHH. >:[ Wednesday, July 15, 2009 There are a lot of life's lessons that I have yet to learn. A lot about life, a little about love... People always say that you would only learn these lessons through experience. To me, you can learn it just by observing. Observing the people who go through it, learning from their mistakes. BUT, you could only fully comprehend it if you go through it your own. Am I making sense? Nevermind. Love to me is something really deep, a mutual affection(?) between two people. People in love are called lovers. (duh?) Well, some (most, actually) teenage couples are often quick to 'declare their love' for the other. That's not love. I don't think that's love. What they have is a strong liking for each other, but is not even on the surface of love. Love has many levels. Mentally, emotionally, physically, if you're meant to be, you're meant to be. You would give up your life for your partner. I always create scenes in my mind. Involving people I know, mostly. Situations that I wish would happen though I know they never will. BTW, Before you get that idea, no, I'm not being emo. Just...reflecting on life. Back to love. You know how you think you are over *it* but deep down inside you know that you're actually not? Yea. That. Hate it, don't you? Well, 2006 was a year of mind mysteries and lost friendships. In more ways than one. "Life doesn't hurt until you think about it. Who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault." A simple friendship brought abruptly to an end due to a silly girl's imagination and action. Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever. That was one. The other's a complete mystery. I can't even specifically mark the start of end of it. Except for that one incident, of course... I was so happy, my head could burst. But you know what? Whatever sh!t that happens in your life, only the lesson remains. So, wipe your tears hide your frown, never let life bring you down. Cheers❤ p.s. I have a lot more to talk about actually. But I'm running late for sch. >< Had the urge to blog. lol. Monday, July 6, 2009 [updated] Oh yayy I have made up my mind! :D I'm not gonna sell my beloved LG KS360. Gonna keep it as spare hp. Too eager to use Viewty. HAH. Will sort out contacts, media etc. etc. when I have the time. Cheers❤ Sunday, July 5, 2009 Can't wait to sell my LG KS360 and start using my Viewty. Freakingg shitzz Blogger, can't upload pix. Cheers❤ Monday, June 29, 2009 Wo0ts Hwee! :D ~ Stayed overnight at Rasa Sentosa Resort the past weekend. It was okay. First time there. I still prefer Siloso Beach Resort. Stayed there thrice. Miss the open air private roof top garden including bathtub with jacuzzi and the breakfast venue at the top level (open air, overlooking the beachfront). Haiz. ): ~ Going to school in a couple of hours. Guess it's back to frenzied mess of piling assignments. Great. Cheers❤ Friday, June 26, 2009 Ahh! No one tag for 3 days! *wails* ~.~ Had STUDY date with WIR&FINA ystd. Gonna have LUNCH date today @ Far East. After which, I'll go to Auntie Jo's @ Lucky Plaza to get my hair done. yayy~ Cheers❤ Thursday, June 25, 2009 O.M.G        iMMA NooB. Tuesday, June 23, 2009 omg. Just watched the end of Gossip Girl... have actually watched the end scene before...there was an alternative ending... one that Blair end up with Nate... oh well. nvm. It's...expected? I dunno. I think I kinda expect more... Eughh can't wait till next season...coming out in Sept... At least I have the new season of The Secret Life of the American Teenager to occupy my time with now... Life's good...life's good... Cheers❤ Spent two hours in the toilet this morning, reading 'I Wish Someone Were Waiting for Me Somewhere' and finally finished it. It was okay. The book was divided into two parts. The first was a collection of stories under 'I Wish Someone Were Waiting for Me Somewhere' , while the second part was a story of its own, 'Someone I Loved'. It was translated from its original french copy, so there were times when I was confused with the 'English accent' and stuff... Won't go into details, you can Google it if you want. I'm giving it a 3*-3.5* rating because the stories do not 'touch' me much. I wasn't moved to tears and barely laughed. I like the style of writing, though. Limited flowery language, a lot of dialogues, honest & straight-to-the-point. Modern, if you must. Yup, gonna move on to other books now... ~ Going to Georgia's later at 5.30pm with Michelle for the class BBQ. I'm bringing satay... hope it turns out okay (my satay, that is). Hafta charge, write, print, sms, call, clean, cut, iron, sew, organise, pack, heat-up, email, wax & god-knows-what-else some stuff before I'm off. Ciao ppl! School starts next mon!~ ~ On a side note... I don't know why they use the expression 'drag me to hell'. I mean, c'mon. HELL is already bad enuff. Why do you want to be dragged? If me, I would say, "Fly me to hell. First-class please, TYVM." Cheers❤ |
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