Warning!
Emo fangirl post.

Kim Hyun Joong has officially left DSP.

My jaw dropped when I read this news in class this morning.
I couldn't concentrate the whole day.

Why?

Why did he 'abandon' his brothers?

Why didn't I become a fan of them earlier?

Why didn't they come to Singapore even once?

Why?

Leader would be busy in his 'new path',
JungMin has his online store to manage,
Baby continues being DJ for Music High,
What will become of Kyu and YS?

Not that I don't have faith in them,
but look,
just LOOK!

Even as a group those two are rarely in the limelight.
So what now?

Actually I have always known this was coming sooner or later.
I was hoping against hope that it was never.
Who am I kidding?

Besides rumours, clues are apparent.

1) Although Love Ya is an AWESOME song and could probably win many more awards, they stopped promotional activities abruptly.

2) The song 'Forever' on their new album sounds like they are missing us TripleS...which means they are missing us when we were together...when THEY were together.

3) The album title itself - DESTINATION. Doesn't it hint that they have reached their destination? And that will be the last group album?

4) The X-Concert. 'X'. Another indication.

5) Not to mention their tears. PARK JUNG MIN actually cried buckets.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed by the whole issue. They might continue their group activities but, what are the chances?

I don't wanna put my hopes up too high.

Just to be let down.

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I'm drinking honeydew ice-blended bubble tea.
And I'm starting to hate the colour green.
Call me childish, but hey,
they were the ones who made me fall in love with the colour at first.

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Eughh!

I planned to write a lot.
But I can't bring myself to write them.
I mean, not being emo or anything, it's just that my mind's a little muddled.
I realised that the best way to write is to just start writing.
Which is exactly what I'm doing now.
Ok, I'll separate my thoughts using paragraphing. =.=

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I'm in another 'Gadget Dilemma'.
I would include pix but uploading takes forever.

Basically,

Current 16GB iPod Touch 1st Gen (black) + Nokia 7373 (p!nk)

                              VS

Current 16GB iPod Touch 1st Gen (black) + LG Lollipop (I'll trade-in my dust-collecting LG Crystal and give away my Nokia 7373)

                              VS

iPhone4 32GB (White) to replace both hp & ipod.

Decisions...decisions...
Suggestions, anyone?

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I hope class won't have full attendance tomorrow.
I'm having Post-Holiday Syndrome.
Is there a way to prepare mentally and emotionally for school?

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Just came back from Genting Highlands two days ago.
Pix up on FB.
It 'suddenly' dawned on me that I have a thing for photographers.
Especially the 'wedding' or 'tour guide' ones.
No kidding.
I have a list.

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Oh, I sprained my knee while standing in the bus on the way to Orchard last week for a haircut.
I mean, how is that even possible??
I was alone and was about to cry but could only release my tears 3hrs later.
In the comfort of my room.
Which was not really comfortable due to the agonizing pain in my left knee.
And guess what?

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I have the U-Kiss events for the next two days.
Went to the doc's in the morning, praying that I won't have to amputate my leg.
Thank gawd not.
I nearly cancelled my date with Pearline to meet our idols U-Kiss.
Luckily my head was still functioning - I would die if I didn't go.

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Took some pix and vidz of the IMM Fanmeet and St James Showcase.
I shook hands with 5 out of 7 of them.
But I wasn't satisfied.
And there's nothing else I could do.
Now I'm just hoping and praying that they'll be back for a full 3-hour concert.
And tweeting them whenever I could.

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I really appreciate your (plural) persuasion for me to update my blog.
It means that I still have some readers.
So, thanks.
(:

I realised that I wrote more than I intended to.
That's the power of writing freely with a flowing mind.
Goodnight.

Much love,
Suly