I'm sorry people.
I'm dead here, but
VERY MUCH ALIVE on Twitter.
Follow me @Sulyylus.
Kamsahamnida!~~~

Warning!
Emo fangirl post.

Kim Hyun Joong has officially left DSP.

My jaw dropped when I read this news in class this morning.
I couldn't concentrate the whole day.

Why?

Why did he 'abandon' his brothers?

Why didn't I become a fan of them earlier?

Why didn't they come to Singapore even once?

Why?

Leader would be busy in his 'new path',
JungMin has his online store to manage,
Baby continues being DJ for Music High,
What will become of Kyu and YS?

Not that I don't have faith in them,
but look,
just LOOK!

Even as a group those two are rarely in the limelight.
So what now?

Actually I have always known this was coming sooner or later.
I was hoping against hope that it was never.
Who am I kidding?

Besides rumours, clues are apparent.

1) Although Love Ya is an AWESOME song and could probably win many more awards, they stopped promotional activities abruptly.

2) The song 'Forever' on their new album sounds like they are missing us TripleS...which means they are missing us when we were together...when THEY were together.

3) The album title itself - DESTINATION. Doesn't it hint that they have reached their destination? And that will be the last group album?

4) The X-Concert. 'X'. Another indication.

5) Not to mention their tears. PARK JUNG MIN actually cried buckets.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just overwhelmed by the whole issue. They might continue their group activities but, what are the chances?

I don't wanna put my hopes up too high.

Just to be let down.

~

I'm drinking honeydew ice-blended bubble tea.
And I'm starting to hate the colour green.
Call me childish, but hey,
they were the ones who made me fall in love with the colour at first.

~

Eughh!

I planned to write a lot.
But I can't bring myself to write them.
I mean, not being emo or anything, it's just that my mind's a little muddled.
I realised that the best way to write is to just start writing.
Which is exactly what I'm doing now.
Ok, I'll separate my thoughts using paragraphing. =.=

~

I'm in another 'Gadget Dilemma'.
I would include pix but uploading takes forever.

Basically,

Current 16GB iPod Touch 1st Gen (black) + Nokia 7373 (p!nk)

                              VS

Current 16GB iPod Touch 1st Gen (black) + LG Lollipop (I'll trade-in my dust-collecting LG Crystal and give away my Nokia 7373)

                              VS

iPhone4 32GB (White) to replace both hp & ipod.

Decisions...decisions...
Suggestions, anyone?

~

I hope class won't have full attendance tomorrow.
I'm having Post-Holiday Syndrome.
Is there a way to prepare mentally and emotionally for school?

~

Just came back from Genting Highlands two days ago.
Pix up on FB.
It 'suddenly' dawned on me that I have a thing for photographers.
Especially the 'wedding' or 'tour guide' ones.
No kidding.
I have a list.

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Oh, I sprained my knee while standing in the bus on the way to Orchard last week for a haircut.
I mean, how is that even possible??
I was alone and was about to cry but could only release my tears 3hrs later.
In the comfort of my room.
Which was not really comfortable due to the agonizing pain in my left knee.
And guess what?

~

I have the U-Kiss events for the next two days.
Went to the doc's in the morning, praying that I won't have to amputate my leg.
Thank gawd not.
I nearly cancelled my date with Pearline to meet our idols U-Kiss.
Luckily my head was still functioning - I would die if I didn't go.

~

Took some pix and vidz of the IMM Fanmeet and St James Showcase.
I shook hands with 5 out of 7 of them.
But I wasn't satisfied.
And there's nothing else I could do.
Now I'm just hoping and praying that they'll be back for a full 3-hour concert.
And tweeting them whenever I could.

~

I really appreciate your (plural) persuasion for me to update my blog.
It means that I still have some readers.
So, thanks.
(:

I realised that I wrote more than I intended to.
That's the power of writing freely with a flowing mind.
Goodnight.

Much love,
Suly

I cannot deny it anymore. It's hard to be ugly.

Time to reflect on my life.
13 April 2010
A very eventful day.

A day when...

1) My 'Seoulmate' Sofea celebrates her birthday, which coincides with her New South Wales English Competition and her Singapore Youth Festival Choir Competition. And I didn't give my last wishes.

2) I was supposed to interview my deputy principal, but he couldn't make it as he was sick. And I missed my chance meeting a great person.

3) I was in-charge of the registration counter during my course's welcome party for my juniors. And I failed at my role as things got out of hand.

4) I met my secondary school junior at the party, who surprised me with her hug. And I remembered a certain someone from my secondary school who was my 'hugging partner'.

5) I walked in the heavy rain after the party, heading home alone. And silently prayed that I won't get struck by lightning.

6) I had dinner at CoffeeBean with my parents, surrounded with lovebirds. And I wonder whether I would ever be able to experience that.

7) I received an email from my lecturer saying that my work will be put up on a website. And I remembered a certain secondary school teacher who wished to see my writings published.

8) I was tagged in old pictures of mine on facebook, by a friend who's very far away yet close in my heart. And I wonder if I have more than one of such friends.

9) Kim Hyung Joon's Music High had it's special broadcast, in celebration of it's first anniversary. And I wonder when I'll get my Gorealra software so that I can watch DJ Joon, instead of just listening to his voice.

10) I typed all these with tears streaming down my face. And I think my life is just right, as it is.

A Very Eventful Day, indeed.

501%❤,
Sulyy

It's only 10.30 in the morning but I feel like it's been a long day.

People have always asked me what it feels like to be an only child.
Lonely? Yes, at times.
Most of the time I'm preoccupied with fangirling, YouTubing, FaceBooking, Twittering and so on.

Came back from my aunt's place earlier this morning.
Was supposed to come back last night.
As usual, I felt heavy to leave the house.
I never fail to sleepover there every possible holiday.

Last night after the last minute change of plans (of going home), my girl asked me what I like most about staying over.
I thought for a while and said, "the company".
She kept mum after hearing my reply and we were lost in our own thoughts in the comfortable silence.

I love my parents a lot. Really. I won't say "they are the BEST parents in the world" cause that's just too cliché and is plain bullshit. I mean c'mon, how many parents do YOU have? How would you know if your's is the best? Ok whatever.

I know I hurt my mum's feelings yesterday when I sms-ed her to say that I'm not coming back.
Called her numerous times and she refused to pick up her phone.
I don't regret my decision though.
Had a 'Friday Night Karaoke Party' to celebrate my 'extended stay'.
(=

This morning when I left, my kids were still in their bed.
Mummy (that's what I call my aunt) sent me to the bus-stop with the little one.
I felt bitter.

My grandfather greeted me once I set foot in the house.
My parents were out market-ing.
Although I've been staying over umpteen times, despair enshrouded me and I cried myself to sleep.
The incessant drizzle outside complemented my mood.

I woke up an hour later and my parents were still nowhere to be seen.
Called my mum and there was still no answer.
That's exactly what I mean when I answered my girl's question last night.

I feel fortunate to be loved by people around me.
There are things lacking here and there, but it's the people who matter the most.
Watched 'Fever Pitch' two days ago and one line is stuck in my head.

Ryan: You love the Red Sox, but have they ever loved you back?

Wise words from a kid - probably no more than 12yo. It's so true. No matter how much you love an item, a game, a plant, or anything at all, only human (well, and animals) can reciprocate your love.

Haiz...

I should go wipe off my tears now.
It's not good to greet your loved ones with puffy swollen eyes.

501%❤,

Sulyy

I love my Seoulmate.

I love all thOse phone calls.

I love our endless Fangirling.

I love tEaching you.

I love how we can talk about Anything and everything under the sun.

I know you're probably not gonna read this - not anytime soon anyway.

It's amazing how much our relationship has evolved over the decade.

I just pray that we'll be as close - if not closer - another ten years down the road.

Saranghaeyo♥

Poodle & Skelly!~ 

^_^

♥

Post for 100210.
Just missed 90210 (ystd's date).
Sharks.
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I didn't know that I'm going to hurt this bad.

There were a lot of 'high-points' throughout the day (Pictionary, manageable papers...etc.) but right now, I'm at my lowest.

MAJOR COL* SESSION.

It was the end of a couple (or more?) of things for me today.

First, I can't believe that my French (General Elective Module) class is over. I've met wonderful people like Huiyi, Nia, Yinxiu and Shahirah. Hope we can keep in touch...FB & MSN don't count. ><

Then, another goodbye to my Chinese (Foreign Language Programme) class. I'm seriously gonna miss it. Xiao Laoshi, Fangfang (fellow Korean fangirl!) and everyone else for making the class enjoyable and making me stay awake with all the random comments, correcting Xiao Laoshi's English...thanks guys.

I hate goodbyes.
And the worst kinds are the ones that we don't even see it coming.
How can I tell when we'll see each other again?

I had a missing piece. At first, I didn't even realised that it was missing. So I thought, well, maybe I'm better off without it. Somehow, by the end of the day, I realised that not only am I missing a piece,

I'm now totally broken.

)':

Suly

*Cry(ing) Out Loud

LAST DAY OF JANUARY 2010!

Must pali pali blog! Hahax =P

Just some random updates. hERE WE G0:

- Been volunteering @ Beyond organisation...quite a nice experience actually. Gonna continue on my own for now...as in, not for school assignment.

- Just ordered Nokia 7373 Powder Pink from eBay for S$147.40. Been wanting this phone for 4 freaking years. My history of 9 phones have made me realise that the only functions I frequently use are SMS & call. =.=

- My attempt at making a video for school assignment was an epic phail.

- Avatars are cool. Humans are evil. Those blue creatures are simply beautiful. I wanna touch the seed of the secret tree - the purest spirit!

- Drowning in assignments. What's new?

- Eternal love for SS501, growing love for U-Kiss, new-found love for SHINee


Erm erm erm ok that's all for now.

PALI POSTTTT!!!!~   T.T