Ystd was HWEEEEE's bdae,
So hAPPY bElAtEd bdAE!! =D

Yea anywys, ystd I FINALAYYY got my items delivered after waiting for >a mth! They were...ok luhh...up to my expectations at least. ><>(or sth) @ WCP to buy 2 laptop cases. Olive green's mine, black's hwee's. yeayeaa. Hmm wad else?... Oh! There were a number of awkward moments which happened in sch. I was wondering, "How am I going to survive these three years??" But as the day closes things improved and I got to the conclusion that I CAN survive, and I WILL survive. LongLiveSulyy! XD

OH!OH!& now I can hear normally again! The water thinghy that's been blocking my ear for almost a MONTH popped(?) ystd. Due to my excessive coughing. See that's why I love coughing && sore throat && losing voice...
^^

Yea so erm, I'm now:
1)Officially B-R-O-K-E
2)Am embarking on a journey which will mould my future & hope that I will FINISH STRONG!

Well that was ystd.

But I am still:
1)Officially B-R-O-K-E
2)Am embarking on a journey which will mould my future & hope that I will FINISH STRONG!

Eyy...nothing much happened today but at the end of the 'Writing Across Media Platforms' we hadta write an essay on 'The Most Powerful Word'.

Here's mine:

To me, the most powerful word is 'Hello'. I believe that if everyone in this world says 'hello' often to anyone at all, we can change the world. Most of us nowadays are caught up with our own world, our busy lifestyle. Saying 'hello' is a form of greeting, yet not many people do so. By saying 'hello', it means that we acknowledge the presence of others. It may be a simple word, one of the first few words that a child utters as he learns to speak but it can actually make a person's day. I should know. Sometimes, I feel like the people around me are not aware of my presence. However, the person that I least expect to speak to me suddenly come up to me and says hello. Since then, whenever I feel lonely or isolated I would remember the kind soul who greeted me when I least expect it and that would bring a smile to my face.

Now why do I say that saying 'hello' can change the world? Well, saying 'hello' is not only a form of salutation but it can also lead to meaningful conversations and such. When one says 'hello' at a start of a conversation, he/she would sound more approachable and open. It may not change the world literally, but it would definitely be a good start to a potentially heated argument, thus avoiding it and talk it out a more civilised manner.

Another thing if you have not realised is that it is impossible to say 'hello' without smiling. Unless of course you're a cold, cold person. This is why I said that saying 'hello' can make someone's day. Even if you're at your lowest point, by reciprocating the greeting a smile would actually lit up your face.

Saying 'hello' is not only limited to people whom you know. You can also greet strangers on the street. Of course you don't expect all of them to greet you back but when they do, you will get a pleasant feeling which warms your heart.

So start saying 'hello!' and you will lead a happier lifestyle! =D
(sorry if it's not 250 words. ><)

~

It's not good luhh...prolly even darnn bad. Haiz. )=

OH! it's stewwpit but I just realised that I can customize my posts under 'compose'. =.=

Cheers❤

I don't have the figure nor the money to look good everyday(yes, there are days which I look quite pleasant to the eyes, tyvm.) so as long as I have a fresh clean outfit everyday I'm finnne w !t.

ouhkayy...?

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Can't believe it's only WEDNESDAY.
To me, it seems that suddenly the days are crawling by...
Why?...

Have been wanting to update on the weekends...the first few days of school...but owell.

Basically,
on Saturday I went to Orchard Road for my monthly hair treatment, shopped, then cabbed to Anchor Point. Had early dinner @ Secret Recipe then to Ikea to buy some kitchen stuff.
Was out frm morning till night. But damnn syiok lah I tell you...shopping. Ahh...lurrrve the smell of new stuff... ^^
Oh!&I love NineWest luhh.

Sunday went to this tailor @ Geylang to send some materials for Hari Raya outfits. Never too early. Had early dinner @ Hawa then had 'dessert' @ this shop opposite. =.= A sort of family outing. Yea, I'm very much family-oriented. (= Oh & I miss eating HelloPanda so bought chocolate and milk ones at the newly-opened NTUC @ JooChiat. =D Used to eat a lot of those in CTSS...

Monday 200409'
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AT SP.
DTVM/FT/1A/02
Ouhkayy luhh...
M quite looking fwd to the 'Visual Communication' classes.
Reminds me of a certain Lit outing last year...aww.
Went back @ 4.

Tuesday
Deconstructing TV & Issues and Viewpoints.
Prefer the former.
><
Gonna have to catch up with the news realsoon.
Went back @ 6++.

TODAY! =D
I LOVELOVELOVE CREATIVE STORY MAKING.
ALL FOUR HOURS OF IT.
AM CERTAINLY LOOKING FWD TO THIS ONE.
+D
Went back @ 3.

Yea that's much it.

Cheers❤

Had another good day @ SP.
The DTVM gathering frm 9.30-12.30 was gr8!
erm...
SPICE Training was...well...like that lor.
erm...
oh!
1)EUROPE
2)ASIA
3)THE WORLD

I have definitely made the right choice in joining DTVM in SP.
What more can I say?

Cheers❤

You should be thankful you have a loyal reader like me,
you ungrateful git.

Anon~

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YAH YAH YAH had another GR8 day in SP! :D
Well, not really-really in SP lah(coz were there for a short time only) but what I meant was today's FOP activity.
Flag-Day! +DDD
In support of the President's Challenge 2009!

Well, this was the second time I participated in Flag-Day. The first was last year and I HAD A GREAT TIME THAT TIME TOO. =D So I can say that I was kinda looking fwd to today luhh.

I woke up at 5am, went out at 6am then took 188 all the way to CCK INT/MRT(thank gawd there's a straight bus frm my house. I'm nt streetsmart, just so u noe. XD), reached just a lil' aft 7am. Partnered with Michelle(but each at one end of the street) then started collecting $$$. My position was at a pathway junction in between Lot1/MRT/INT and condominiums. So most of the donors(?) were occupants(?) from the condo. Baha. Ok luhh...I have no idea why but when it comes to this kind of activity, all my SHYNESS & PAISEH-NESS GONE lehh. Bcm V V thick-skinned. Must one ah if not how to get $ right?? So I approached most of the passer-bys. I only ignore(?) pri sch students and V V old elderly(ok that's kinda wrg but WTV) who look like they need the $$ themselves. Took an hour break frm 9am++ to 10am++. Had strawberry milkshakes with M at Mac. Then we went to the other side of Lot1. I was then 'stationed' at a longlong path leading from the traffic light to a HDB estate(?). Yea. By 12pm++ I had already run-out of stickers so decided to CALL IT A DAY. My tin was relatively heavy luhh but not yet full. No more stickers so FGT IT LAHH. Met up w M then MRT'd back to SP. Lucky for me, she knows the way back V well so no worries there. +) Ehh...got kinda lost in the campus tryna find Block21. =.= When we reached the room we're supposed to report to(like, FINALAYY) guess WHAT?! We can only enter @ 3 and it was only 2++. WTH. Slacked/stoned till 3 thennn went back to the room with M and Luke. Apparently I collected quite a lot compared to the others(so far, was only one of the first four). $144.20. I guess my lines "Hello, would you like to contribute to the President's Challenge? *smiles sweetly*" worked pretty well. XD YES, YOU'RE ALLOWED TO BARF IF YOU MUST, YOU...YOU...!@&$^#!. Ehh...that's pretty much it luhh. OH!& I now EXACTLY know the way from the 196 bus-stop right up to Block21(ALL my classes I think, are there) so YAY MEEE! =D Went back home, got high after gulping(?) two cans of Pokka Green Tea, and am now glued to the com. Yeaaa(=

OH!OH! there's this Auntie who like my Red Puma shoulder bag. She went to Lot1 and bought a red shoulder bag from Seiyu I think. She told me lah otw back to her house or else how would I know?? =.= Whoarr liddat also can arh?...

Anwys...Yea!
That's all for tdy...

Baha.

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What's your definition of a best friend?

Mine is 'A friend I like best'.

I think that's very practical lor...

Don't you think so?

Oh but of course, this only applies when the other person thinks the same about you.

Cheers❤

I would have blogged yesterday's events if I weren't so exhausted luhh. Anyways, here's a summary of what happened yesterday.


Oh!Oh! To shorten things up, my reply to

HC's sms: So how? Wad u did today? Fun anot?

was

Suly: Ok luhh but im dead TIRED!!! Th 'race for tym' game lahh. Somemore i walk frm sp all th way to new town sec bus stop gg hm that tym coz i wasn sure which way to go. I wanna take 196 mah. Whoaaa lucky i nvr faint leh. I stupidly nvr eat whole day only drink 1 cup of syrup. I tell u ah if i walk to and from sch everyday i sure can lose weight 1. Frens...ok luhh. overall good.

SingaporeGirl, "Unleash Your Inner Lian"
=.=
thnks to Hweehwee...
++HorLahLiaoLehOrhLuh++

Ermm...sry. Lost my train of thoughts...
Yeaaa...
Ermm...
oh.

The 'Race For Time' game. The games itself weren't hard/tiring. It's the distance from one station to another. Damnn big lah that place. Stretches across three bus stops. I bet we walked the distance of 6 bus-stops alogether(from one end to another and back again). And as unfit as I am...The good thing is(GREAT actually), I now know the way to school from the 196 route! =DDD First day of orientation somemore...Thanks to the race also luhh...walk here and there and everywhere...Discovered that my school blocks were the nearest to the 196 bus-stops...so YAYYY. About the 'nvr eat whole day' thing was entirely my fault lah(as usual). Was feeling all awkward and just took a cup of syrup drink and sat alone in a corner facing the vending machines like some emo kid. GAWSHH. Later, a bunch of girls from my class joined me...we(or rather, they) talked and I felt a little less erm, awkward. Yea. Overall a good day/experience lah...

Oh and after the above-mentioned sms I asked HC to call me and we like crapped for an hour. Seems that she's having an easier time than me...no surprise. OH!OH!& while I was chatting with Hwee, my mum came into my room and dumped something on the bed in front of me(I was rolling around the bed like a big fat hippo right after shower, erm, with clothes on DUHH) and I STARTED SCREAMING LIKE OMG! OMG! GUESS WHAT?!! My mum's dearrrr colleague gave me 'LES ENFOIRES FONT LEUR CINEMA' DVD FROM FRANCE!!!!!! +DDDDD Hwee was absolutely convinced that I have gone officially Ker-Ayy-Zee.

Another thing about me is if I'm totally exhausted my mind tend to go haywire. Srsly.

Did I miss anything??

Hmm...I guess not so that's all for noww.
L8rr...

Cheers❤

I dreamed about something that made me want to put on my retainers right away.
I practically screamed at the sight of my teeth.

Scary...

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Loss for words.

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I'm in love with Coffee Bean's Chicago Cheesecake.
"Satiny, melt-in-your-mouth, with a touch of lemon for oomph!"



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It's getting near...

and I don't know if I'm ready.

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Hmm. I don't understand why. I'm not gonna apologise for being a little weird sometimes, coz' that's just who I am. I'm indeed very grateful for your aid but, why the medium?

Nobody is perfect but my imperfections seem to be really off-putting. For those who are still putting up with me, bless your beautiful souls.

I can be ssssucha b.i.t.c.h sometimes. When I get into some kind of tiff with someone and piss off the person real bad, I'm not usually the one who apologise. Even if it's clearly my fault. Come to think of it, neither will the other party. Oh heck, just as well. BUT, the other person would make the first move to 'reconcile'. We'll just act as if nothing happened. I don't know for sure what the person is really feeling. Probably cursing me to death. No wonder my life's never really at peace for long. I can tell you that this kind of things happen LOTS of times to LOADS of people. There, another stain on my black handkerchief.

I'm...too dependant, very fickle-minded, and [insert a-million-and-one negative adj.].

Am about to start a new life next week and if I stay stagnant, then I'll be gone faster than you can say 'phoof!'. Now that's just plain stupid, but yea.

Judging from past experiences, I simply look unintellectual and I really shouldn't say anything unless it's absolutely necessary coz' once I open my mouth all suspicions will be confirmed.

The phrase "everyone has his own gift" is total BULLCRAP. Unless you consider being 'unbelievably boring' is a 'gift'.

Now, now, I can't be that bad, can I? Of course not. My good point is that I'm...erm...hmm...*thinking long and deep*...*tilting head to one side*...[insert a positive adj. that suits me best(if there's one)].

Bleahhh~

It's no wonder my number of readers remain relatively consistent(0-1). To think that I thought a sitemeter might be interesting to add. =.=

"Married for twenty years, cheated on my partner for twenty-five."
Phaaarrrkkk.
Yes, I speak your language.

I was confused between '~ fever' and 'all-time favs'. Do you know why they call say, 'twilight fever' a 'fever'? Well, coz' it doesn't last. You would eventually get tired of it or something(in the literal sense, recover/die). As for 'all-time favs', well, that's pretty obvious ain't it?

Haiyaaaaaaa.
This has been just another load of platypus-sh!t.

Cheers❤

I often wonder how it's like to perform solo. I love singing but I'm always too afraid that my voice will kill the ears of those within hearing distance. I'm too conscious to even sing along to a favourite tune even if I'm surrounded by my (somewhat) close friends.

Somehow once I step outside my house, a wall(of fear, perhaps) will keep me strained from being myself. Only those fortunate(or unfortunate, if you like) enough had had a glimpse of just how crazy I can be. One thing that stays true though is that I don't like shouting. And yea, that includes cheering. =.=

Back to performing, it's not like I have never performed on stage before. I had done dancing and acting in primary school. It wasn't a bad experience...I was in competitions actually(which we won btw). But of course, it was teamwork. Although...I can't say I made much difference in the group. See, that's another problem of mine, right there. I always think that I'm too insignificant that my presence is barely noticeable.

Is it my fault? Do I seem too reserved that people either act neutrally nice to me or just ignore me completely? It's not worth being mean to me anyway you know why? Yes, I'll simply ignore you. Some people don't even know my name after two years being in the same class. Bless that soul.

What DO people think of me, honestly?
Quiet and shy?
Cold and silent?
Dumb and mute?
All of the above???
DO I REALLY wanna know?


Being dull is not easy. You constantly have to supress 'expressive' feelings. It's stupid, but I can't help it. My mum says I'm square. Even SHE feels constrained when she's with me in public. I'm too...what's that word? Yes, RIGID. I guess I make people feel simply uneasy. Sometimes I find MYSELF suffocating.

Lately I've been wanting to go karaoke. Never done that. Really hope to try it sometime soon. I would evaluate the crowd's reaction to my singing and if it turns out to be an epic fail, then I can forget about singing in public ever again.

I sincerely thank those who bother to visit my blog. Leave a tag if you please, so I at least know that you readers actually exist.

Superficiality.

Cheers❤

Even though you're mine, it doesn't mean I'm yours, all yours.

Haha, jerkz~

WTH??

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Friendster, Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, MySpace, Xanga, Tumblr, LiveJournal, Multiply, Skype, DailyBooth, Stickam, BlogTV, Plurk...the list goes on, but the popularity doesn't.

So Moral Of The Story:
You don't have to feel left-out if you don't have an account at each of these 'social-networking' sites.

When you're a loner, you're a loner. No matter how many accounts you create, your (somewhat) true friends would always be(less than) a handful.

Bleahh.

Cheers❤

Damnn! This is the second time that I dreamed my Fs are Ps.
What the hell is wrong with me??
Suly, GET A GRIP.

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You know what's better than watching or reading porn?
Imagining it.
Flashes of images, detailed storyline.
My imagination has been severely polluted these days.
I wonder why.

Somehow, I find that the idea of ********** and ****** is more arousing than the idea of *** itself. Since the latter(******) is impossible for me, I only rely on emotions from past (attempted) ************* to guide me through my mind stories. Not that I have ever reached the ^o^. I don't even think I can.

A passing thought would lead me figuring out the rest of the story. At times, I would think so deep into it that I have the urge to pen it down immediately. That's probably the reason why I'm doing this right now.

The possible surgery that I can opt to undergo popped in my mind for a while. Should I write about it? Thought more into it although I have made up my mind to just leave thigs the way it naturally is? Would I leave the story hanging once my inspiration run dry? It's actually not hard to START motivating myself. But it's hard to KEEP motivating myself. I get tired of it. Too easily.

I have finally decided to blog these things instead of keeping it to myself in my iPod. Read solely by the author herself. But its contents would reveal who I truly am inside. And it's far from my 'public profile'. Worse? Yes, much so.

The current playlist is surprisingly pleasant to listen to any time of the day. (:

Should I just pen down fragments of stories and one day piece them together? May be of use in my course...though might be R-rated. ><

BTW, if there ever would be an application which allow notes to be synced directly from iPods to a blog, I would definitely download it. Even if I have to pay.
It would at least make my life easier. I know there are many applications where you can blog from your iPod. But It's not like there is wireless the whole time. So I shall stick to my 'BlogPod' during the day and edit/post it to this blog at the end of each day.

Good stories are never due to fancy words or something like that. It's more of how the story develops and is able to hold the reader's attention. So I have a chance to make it as a writer after all. (lol) I would of course credit those who have inspired me to write and (had once) believed in me. First few copies of my novel would go to them. heez~ ^^

You know, the day ***** slips on the ring will be the day my world will crash.

But it can be salvaged. If I find mine just in time.

Cheers❤

Welcome ツ

My posts here are actually "synced" with my notes on my iPod.
That's because I have my iPod with me all the time and I tend to "blog" all the current happenings in my life. (I call it 'BlogPod' =.=)
Random thoughts...& such.
I'll try my best to update daily.
So to all readers(if there's any in the first place),
visit my blog once in a while and leave a tag if you please.

Cheers❤