:S

What was I supposed to do?

I feel terrible, and I can't imagine how much worse it would be if I were in your shoes.

I wish you the best, really.

Sincerely,
Suly

I should have said this to you directly, but I'm too much of a coward, and a sorry won't help. The damage is done.

*COL playlist on repeat

DREAM HIGH

Def. A dream that makes you high. And by a dream I mean the literal
sleep-and-dream kind of dream. Yea.

Tuesday, 26.04.11, 20:00

Had another weird kpop dream.

It started with me watching a BigBang performance. I was alone, and left early. Later while walking down the street and waiting at a traffic light, I saw Daesung waving crazily at someone behind. I turned and saw GTOP, Park Jin Young (JYP) and an Unknown Ahjussi (UA). TOP stood beside me, looking straight ahead with his lopsided arrogant smile. I immediately squeezed myself in between GTOP, so later I can boast to people that I have stood in between them before. (Yea right.)

We started crossing the road. I remember approaching the UA and asked 'dugu?' He got angry at me. JYP was right in front of my face (what was he doing with YG Peeps anyway?) Now that I think of it, maybe the UA was Papa YG. Maybe JYP wanted to 'buy' the BB fellows over. That's why UA was in a bad mood. Ok whatever.

So as fangirls flock to the idols, I followed suit and shoved my hand to G/Top (can't remember which). Then I got jealous when I saw fans hugging them. So I ran to Daesung (erm, he has less girls around. And is less intimidating among the 3. ><) Yea. I wanted to hug him, but his fans are civilized, so I shook hands again. =.= BUT, I promptly kissed his hand, and shoved mine onto his lips. I saw his surprised look and immediately walked away. I heard the fans squealed/screamed/wtv fangirls do when they're jealous and thought, 'yesss I did it!' @.@ And thennn, I regretted not doing something more. I was in a shop which oddly looks like my bedroom. I quickly grabbed a paper and a pen and headed outside. There he was, DaeDae strolling peacefully in the cool night breeze. I ran to him and called out "Daesung oppa!" I'm pretty sure he remembers me. I handed the notebook and pen over and asked for his signature. "Sign...ju sae yeo" Thankfully, he took it and was flipping through the pages in the nb, looking for a page to sign. That's when I realised it's a Super Junior nb and felt bad. "Jakkamat!" I grabbed the nb and ran back to the room. I took quite long, looking for a suitable piece of paper. When I stepped outside again, I was half expecting that he won't be there. Why would an idol wait for and unknown stranger? But voilà! There he was, pacing about. I quickly gave him the paper. I was like "Whoa...kamsahnida. You are so nice" My expression must be one full of awe and admiration. He gave a little laugh and asked why. "You waited for me". I repeated that in a slower manner and included hand gestures, to make sure he understood. Next thing I know, he was sitting down, pen in hand, speaking Malay and asking about whether he can 'tumpang' (temporarily leave) his new fridge at my place. I remembered saying 'yes!' immediately before his request actually registered in my head. I was confused and woke up in a dark room, still feeling confused. Then I decided to type all of this into my iPod touch, like I always do. Hmm...the dream may be absolute crap, but I think the fact remains that Daesung is really a darling, and he's totally my bias in BB. <3 Sent from my iPod. (lol. I ctrl+c, ctrl+v directly from the email.) ~ This is how DaeDarl looked like in my dream.

When I have the time, I'll read through my iPod Notes and maybe post some other ridiculous dreams I had here.

Sue-Lee

*Side-note: Ok I have no idea why the paragraphing didn't work. Sorry for the whole chunk of words. ><

Bad But Good

Lets just say...I took half a day off. ^_^

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YOU DON'T KNOW ME
YOU DON'T KNOW ME
YOU DON'T KNOW ME
YOU DON'T KNOW ME

SO SHUT UP BOY
SO SHUT UP BOY
SO SHUT UP BOY
SO SHUT UP
SHUT UP
HAH!

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Kiss me goodbye~

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I'm in my dreeeeeeeee-EEEEEEEEEE-EAAAAAAAAAAM!
*what.is.air*
Ireoke joheun nal...

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We're not THAT innocent! :D

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KBOX IS THE SHIZZ YAW.

Peace✌

Two's A Company

It's always nice to have someone over. I wasn't the only one entertained. Honestly, a good relationship does not have to be defined by blood ties, or words. And you know, whether you're a quiet or talkative person, it depends on who you're with. If you're usually quiet, but do most of the talking with a certain friend, then...you know there's something wrong somewhere. You SHOULD know. And the person too.

Relationship, friendship...why does it end with a 'ship'? Well I think that's because the key thing is that it has to be balanced. Feelings have to be mutual. If it ain't working, just let it sink, darling.

Talking about sinking, I just remembered something my mum shared when I was a little girl, and it marks the start of mind-pollution. Wanna know why the Titanic sank?

Here's why:

I...have nothing else to say. And I'm not even sure if what I have said made any sense at all.

Nighty Lovelys♥

♪If I Was A Rich Girl♪

Watching Secret Garden episode 10. The good thing about watching online is that you can do some research while waiting for the videos to buffer. The profile of the actors (HYUN BIN SHARES THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME! 25SEP. Only 10 years older. lol), the props they use, the clothes they wear, etc.

One thing that caught my eye (and I'm surprised not anyone else) is the racing game machine Oska/JooWon has. I mean, OMG, THAT'S THE COOLEST THING I'VE EVER SEEN. I can't believe no one mentions this on their '10 Things I Want After Watching Secret Garden' or 'Highlights of Episode 10' list. It's so cool!!!

Here are some caps:

If I have the money, I would totally have an arcade in my house. First thing I would get is a racing game machine. http://www.bmigaming.com/games-video-racing.htm So, so awesome.

Some things ARE possible to get though. Like the *super cute* Korean 'I Got A Message' ringtone that Gil Ra Im has. Here's a link: http://www.4shared.com/get/bYQZNHyy/Cookie_Phone__You_have_a_messa.html
문자왔쑝! Munja Wa Shong! ^_^

The bad thing about watching online is that it's easy to get distracted. Like I am right now. It's been an hour. Gotta get back to part 4 of 5 of episode 10.

L8R❤

90th Post!

And it's been a month since I revived this blog! :D

Also, 생일 축하합니다 to my lovely yeo dongsaeng, Sofea Adrianna.

사랑해!♡

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DRAMA/MOVIES/VARIETY SHOWS I'VE WATCHED SO FAR THIS HOLIDAY:

Glee
Dream High
Secret Garden
Gnomeo and Juliet
Diary of A Wimpy Kid: Rodrick Rules
Cyrano Agency: Dating Guru
Oh! My School
Super Junior Foresight
Strong Heart (relevant eps)

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To my readers,

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Thank you for walking this far with me.

❤

Here's an epic video for you guys. ^_^

Epiphany

Sometimes an incident gives you a sudden realisation.

My meeting with a fanclub admin was cancelled, I cancelled my meeting with a friend, I made a sandwich for my grandfather.

Link? None.
Regrets? None.

Living life as it goes (hoping the direction is not downwards).

Dream High Diet Plan

Hmm...maybe I should follow these steps to have a 180º change like Pil-Sook (played by IU) did.

So.

Think it would work?

Drama Crazy

I have spent my holidays by GLEEfully watching a couple of dramas that made me DREAM HIGH. Now that the holidays are coming to an end, I thought I should visit SECRET GARDEN before reality sets in on April 18th.

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I'm feeling very uncertain. I wonder if I made the right decision by choosing Filmaking over Broadcast Journalism as my 3rd Year Elective. I guess the only way I can NOT regret my decision is by doing my best and turn the 50% to 100%. (:

As for GEMs (General Elective Module), I will try to get Psychology and Counselling and hope that whatever I end up with won't be half as bad as I thought. (=

SooLee Hwaiting! ^_^

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Just The Way You Are

You're both cool and warm.
A gem in its truest form.
Knowing you is a blessing
Cause you're oh-so-amazing.

Today (technically yesterday) was just one of the days that would probably stay in my mind forever.

Coffee Bean's Egg Ben for breakfast lunch

Why don't these exist when I was younger?!

Just one of the silly fun things I bought at Toys'R'Us

Cheesecake Fantasy ♥ Cookie Mintster

Heading uP

Selcas!

☺

@ Forum Galleria
Coffee Bean
Toys'R'Us
Guardian
@ Wheelock Place
Birkenstock
Borders
Marks & Spencer
@ Ion
Cornery Popcorn
@ 313
HMV
@ Orchard Central
Cold Stone Creamery
@ Dhoby Ghaut MRT
Zone-X

Don't mind me. I have a habit of listing things, especially significant ones.

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Shit. Just checked my new timetable.
O.M.G. No Gamar, Stella, Maylin? _____D:
/crrrushed

Secondary Interests...?

On the surface, it just refers to my secondary school friend Haneesah aka Honey☆, and our common interest - anything and everything Korean.

If I were to go deeper, it can be related to other secondary school friends (who are probably no longer interested in me).

If I were to go even deeper, in the murky waters of the ocean, I may be talking about friends who put me as their 'secondary interest'. Like the ones from the above category plus some others.

Are you still with me? Never mind.

As recommended by my cousin's bf, I watched the movie

CYRANO AGENCY - THE DATING GURU (Korean RomCom)

with Honey☆ at West Mall earlier today. As a budding media writer, I now see another door of opportunity for me in case my articles or films don't earn me enough bucks in the future. I shall pair this agency with the 'Breakup Service'.



As recommended by my friend Shafinah, we headed to Udders @ level 2 to chill and chat. Let the pictures do the talking.

The Table

The Occupants

Honey☆'s Ballsy Mint

Foreground: My Snickers Mars Honeycomb Vanilla

I have to say though, it was really filling. Would love to try again next time (without the waffle). I didn't get to really indulge in the taste of the ice-cream itself in all its glory. It's definitely worth the money, though. Mine only costs $5.70.

Went around the mall for a bit, mostly to gift shops, cd stores and Comics Connection. Honey☆ is a total Onew/Shinee bias. I admire such a fangirl's loyalty.

So.

Back to where I started.

I tend to follow-up a meeting with a friend with an sms shortly after we part ways. I hold on dearly to the few close friends that I have. I like to think that these are the friends whom I would invite to my wedding, and look forward to their wedding invitations as well. I would save their replies in my handphone and would read them once in a (long) while, all 560 of them. Some were saved from my previous phones. So you see, I may not contact you for a very long time, but know that you are always in my thoughts.

It's a pity that these feelings may not be mutual. Oh well, their loss.

Hey there, Mickey!

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Wishlist

So here's my latest Wishlist That Never Gets Checked:

(clockwise from top-left) Agnès B iPhone Cover, iPhone 5 White (if it exists), Monster Beats In-Ear Headphones by Dr. Dre, Bruno Mars' Doo-Wops & Hooligans Album, A MONEY TREE, Chocolate Brown Mid-Length hairstyle, Faddy Robot - Messy Faddy Hoody in White, PikaPika September Bracelet with Sapphire Blue Stone.

That's all. (:

Pathetic.

What is one word that best describes you? Mine is as titled.

I have a 1001 reasons for that. Will elaborate when I 'feel like talking'.

What's yours? If it's something positive then you're probably in denial or delirious.

Maybe a better word to describe myself is 'bitter'.

Viewer Discretion Advised

This is what I do when I'm confused/trapped/bored/feelin'it/spatastic.

Just woke up from a nap while putting Little One to sleep. She's such an angel when she's sleeping.

Cutie-patootie pouts.

Wannabe bad gurl.

Then comes the Sweet Lady.

Crooked <3

Wannabe bad gurl 2

How absolutely adorbsxsx.

Do you know that touching your tongue will stop you from yawning? Try it.

I'm smart like that.

.....

SAY CHEEEEESE!!!

Gurrrl, that is NOT purdy.

-Fin-


Seriously. These pictures don't do me justice.

xoxo