There are a lot of life's lessons that I have yet to learn.
A lot about life, a little about love...

People always say that you would only learn these lessons through experience.
To me, you can learn it just by observing.
Observing the people who go through it, learning from their mistakes.
BUT, you could only fully comprehend it if you go through it your own.
Am I making sense?
Nevermind.

Love to me is something really deep, a mutual affection(?) between two people.
People in love are called lovers. (duh?)
Well, some (most, actually) teenage couples are often quick to 'declare their love' for the other.
That's not love. I don't think that's love.
What they have is a strong liking for each other, but is not even on the surface of love.

Love has many levels.
Mentally, emotionally, physically, if you're meant to be, you're meant to be.
You would give up your life for your partner.

I always create scenes in my mind.
Involving people I know, mostly.
Situations that I wish would happen though I know they never will.

BTW,
Before you get that idea, no, I'm not being emo.
Just...reflecting on life.

Back to love.
You know how you think you are over *it* but deep down inside you know that you're actually not?
Yea.
That.
Hate it, don't you?
Well, 2006 was a year of mind mysteries and lost friendships.
In more ways than one.

"Life doesn't hurt until you think about it. Who you've lost along the way, and how much of it was your fault."

A simple friendship brought abruptly to an end due to a silly girl's imagination and action.
Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.

That was one.
The other's a complete mystery.
I can't even specifically mark the start of end of it.
Except for that one incident, of course...
I was so happy, my head could burst.

But you know what?
Whatever sh!t that happens in your life, only the lesson remains.
So, wipe your tears hide your frown, never let life bring you down.

Cheers❤

p.s. I have a lot more to talk about actually.
But I'm running late for sch. ><
Had the urge to blog.
lol.